I won't go into details, and I'm not trying to scare anyone, but within the past week, I've had to deal with some very scary and very upsetting things. My Will is now a Legal Document, and my funeral arrangements have been addressed.
It's entirely possible these steps will be rendered unnecessary this week. I certainly hope that is the case.
If it is not, however, I do want to record for posterity the love I feel for all those reading this. I've been repeatedly assured that I will be fine and it will all be ok, but something in me isn't letting me fully believe that. I can't shake it, and I know enough to follow my heart on such strong hunches. I've been crying nearly non-stop for almost a week, and my family is handling this as best they can.
I love you. I promise I'm ok right now. I'll update more as I know it.
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nite_of_tears) wrote,
scared
